KEEPSMILING, KEEPDREAMING, NEVERSTOPBELIEVING.
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17.11.11, 1:25 PM
Amazing Things Happen To People Who Wait, Except Me
I'm tired of keeping my head up taking all the bullshit I can take and then smiling afterwards saying "It will all be okay, sooner or later". I wonder when sooner or later would come. It seems like it's taking forever. Please, whoever is controling my fate, make things better soon, I might end up blowing up into tiny pieces scattered on the street once I've reached my breaking point. But then, I just realized, I have no idea how far my breaking point is. I always find myself telling people "I've had enough" but a few minutes after that, I put my head in the chopper once again. I feel like a fool for telling people that I gave up on something when clearly I haven't. I can't even tell my friends anymore that I've given up because all I'd hear from them is that "You'll be back sooner or later". I never learn. I never get tired. I'm known to be the person who'd let things go, no matter how much it hurt me, I'd let it go. I'm easily manipulated, just tell me a few words I want to hear and I'm yours, and unfortunately, even if I'm aware of this, I can't control myself. I forgive people in a snap, no matter how fucked up they've made my life. I keep friends who have hurt me in the same circle as those who would never dare to make me cry. I come back to those people who are tested to leave when things get tough. I don't know what else to do. I'm a push-over, I'm not happy about it, but I don't know what to do to fix it... |
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