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21.8.11, 10:04 PM
Move Along
16.8.11, 2:20 AM
Long Distance Love Affair
Friendship shouldn't be based on how many times you've been in an "inuman session" with them or how many chicks or guys you've rated. Two of my very close girlfriends are thousand miles away from me, they've both migrated to the states. We don't talk often, I mean, sending a few messages in Facebook or sometimes exchanging two or three twitter updates with one another in a month is even rare. But every single time I get to catch them online, we talk as if we were never far apart, as if we just saw each other a few hours ago. Our friendship never changed, despite the time and miles apart. Same with my friends here in Manila, ever since I left USTe, I somehow missed a hell lot of gimiks. But every single time I get to spend time with them, it was like I was never gone. I may not be super friendly, smiling to every single person I see on the street or entertaining every single person who is trying to start a conversation with me but I know I now know that I'm not a crappy friend, and that I have the best friends in the world. Some of you may not agree with some of the people I'm friends with, I mean you may be thinking "Bakit niya kaibigan yun e gago yun?" or "Bitch din siguro siya, kasi bitch yung kaibigan niya." or whatever, but I'll always say that there's always something good about someone. Sometimes you just have to look really deep into someone's soul to find out that they're good human beings. Everyone is a bitch, at the same time, everyone is lovable, one way or another. , 1:49 AM
Keep Holding On
As usual, my life is in a position that I'm not really ecstatic about and I've been here for quite sometime now. I have no idea why I can't get myself out of this state of coma. Being in love isn't easy, especially when you're in love with someone who is fine with just being friends with you, nothing more. I'm not complaining or what-so-ever, I'm just saying. I'm capable of handling the pain this is causing me. I'd rather be friends with the one I love than force a relationship out of us, which just keeps on going downhill. Like what he said this afternoon, he would want to save the friendship we have established, and in order to do that, he has to break-up with me. I guess at some aspects, he's right. Being in a unproductive relationship isn't healthy for anyone's friendship. And if we continue on being together, we might get pissed at each other so much up to the point that we would not even consider being friends. As much as I want to be with him, I don't want to hurt anyone anymore, not him, not myself. I love him with all my heart and I have been loving him for more than three years now and I'm sure I always will, in a relationship or not. I'm not immature. I've grown as a person and you've helped me be who I am today, thank you for that. I just really wish that one day, I'd find someone who isn't afraid to grow with me, someone who'd love me for who I am and for who I am not. |
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