KEEPSMILING, KEEPDREAMING, NEVERSTOPBELIEVING.
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19.3.12, 5:08 AM
USELESS SHIT
Tried to keep it all in, the pain. Tried not to cry to show everyone I could handle things. I didn't want to look weak, but I keep on failing. There comes a moment when I can't just keep pretending. I honestly don't know what to do. I try to live my life day by day and just keep moving forward. But I don't know how to keep moving forward without you around. It hurts too bad. It hurts too much.. Before I was devastated about the fact that you kept on bringing me down, now I'm devastated of not even having you around. As stupid as it may sound, sometimes, I wish that you'd just notice how much pain you've caused me and somehow hug me, just once and it would take everything away. I'd give everything just to have you beside me again, I'd do anything just to even catch you smile at me again.
People say I should just let time decide on what my future holds. Let time heal everything that should be healed. I just hope we can fast forward time and see.
Pero hindi ganun ang buhay e, kailangan pagdaanan lahat kahit gaano ka bagal at kahirap, kailangan e. Sinasabi nila pagkatapos ng lahat ng to, magiging mas matatag akong tao, magiging mas malakas ako, pero bakit ko ba kailangan pagdaanan to? Ano ba nagawa ko para gawin sakin to? Nagmahal ako ng totoo, kasalanan na pala ngayon yun at kailangan ako parusahan dahil doon?
Hirap na hirap na po ako.
My health is deteriorating, everything I try to take in, my body rejects it. I'm not thinking about you, but everything around me reminds me of what used to be. I even try to wonder how I survived last few months, not being yours, you not being mine. How on earth did I stop thinking about you?
I wish this would all end soon. I need to get my life back on track.
TAKE CONTROL OF YOUR LIFE, MOREEN.
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