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10.1.12, 2:10 AM
Remaining Speechless
Does anyone have a tip on how to remain quiet? Talking a lot is something that has gotten me into all sorts of trouble, either causing someone pain because of the things I say or provoking someone to inflict pain on me, because of the things I say. For quite sometime I thought things were going well with how life has been treating me, I mean 2011 has passed and it's time for a new start. A fresh start. But things are going crazy. First of all, I cannot explain how hard it is to risk things, everything that's left in this case. How can anyone put themselves through a situation where they're scared to move because of the "what ifs". Okay, I had a very interesting conversation with one of my best friends before the year ended, it was about how I should stop thinking about "what ifs". Life is too short. Live life at the pace it's presenting itself to you. Don't over think and analyze every step you take, thinking about the pros and cons of a risk. Every step we take, every single day is a risk. We risk that we might trip and fall on our faces and die because of blood forced trauma or whatever. But we don't think that much about every tiny step we take now do we? If we did, I have a feeling we'd suddenly just burst up because of too much thinking. The year has just started, go through it slowly, without a rush. We're not dying anytime soon. We have about 300 days, even more, to figure things out. It's not easy being alone, but it's harder jumping into something that you just can't get out of in a snap. It's harder getting hearts shattered into pieces just because we thought it was ready to take a risk. I started this year getting rid of bad habits, although, honestly, it's difficult staying away from it. From time to time I do feel the itch to get back into being the person who I once was. Life hasn't been any easier, I can tell you that, but at least, not having "bad habits" around, life has been opening opportunities. It has been 10 days since the year started and I already lost friends, but who knows, the year has just started, things might work out one way or another, might gain friends back, or something like that. |
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